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18 January 2010 @ 08:49 pm
Second writing of the new year, the first being my attempt at a subtle poke to a friend from a hopefully not to forward fan. this one however is just a short focusing on a moment between too unnamed lovers. Crits welcome.

The Guardian's GoodbyeCollapse )
Current Mood: creativecreative
08 January 2010 @ 12:31 pm
2010 I've decided I'm going to write more. So far I've kept to it and here's a sample.


CastawayCollapse )
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
12 September 2008 @ 09:53 pm
O for a muse of .......... 


09 May 2008 @ 05:34 am


it's all basic prims and textures from the library but i'm happy with it, plus i got some new threads and an AV.

Current Mood: contentcontent
05 May 2008 @ 06:46 pm
Wow... I might not have a whole lot of free time on my hands as of later but when I do get around to playing my games i tend to pick them up quickly. i may not be the best at the but i'm not the worse. i don't need auto aim in ranked matches * sneeze gta4* and there is rare moments to which i am acustomed to that dreaded felling of having no clue aka. being a NOOB.  Today i all but overdosed on the drug of noobness when i was convinced to try a game... social network.... 3d building....whatever else you'd call it. by now you all get i'm talking about second life. sigh, yes i'm a noob at life second life that is. once i got out of the tutorial and into the world i found a sandbox and have move about 10 ft since and can't figure out what else i should be doing. i played with the modeling stuff a litte, manage a pair of sonic shoes, some braclets, and glasses. nice that i had a choice to have a furry avatar from the start, even tho i know there are better ones out there. i have the felling noob is printed on my forehead. why can't everything be as easy as blowing shit up. not to mention my social skillls are not exactly 100% * laugh* hardly even 10% at that. o well i'll still give it a go. also i've got to figure out how i'm going to make a living.  I don't like being a noob, someone plz pass a grenade.     
30 April 2007 @ 10:57 pm

Ok well 

quentincoyote posted a survey on his journal I decide to take part, but I’ll respond in my own journal for shyness sake. Plus it will wipe some of the internet dust off my journal.


Current Location: my room
Current Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Track 7 : Gorillaz
12 October 2006 @ 08:14 pm

yeah i'm alive and thats about as far as that goes.  been wasteing space at home so I didn't and still don't have much to say. just letting everyone know i'm still here.

Current Mood: blankblank
08 August 2006 @ 05:27 am
I can't wait for Saint's Row it's going to be so great. playing the demo is like playing San Andreas 1.5 but is that really a bad thing. if it were a poorly done grand thief auto clone than yes it would, but its not. in the demo i started an all out war with the cops, explosions, cars flying to pieces (while i'm driving in them) moble gun fights and ragdoll bodies flying through windshelds it is glorious. And Online play can it get any better, i can't wait to join an online gang and own a hood woot! 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Busta Rhymes - Get You Some
08 August 2006 @ 12:54 am

of course it's nothing special. Playing more video games mostly, but i did work on my fur suit head i have it all shaped out and ready for furring * gets giggly* i can't wait. it doesn't look like much now foam carving and all that but it does look better than i thought it would. *hopes fur will hide inperfections* as for me writing i seem to be at a stand still, and i can't focus and pick a story to work on *frowns* anyway thats about it.

Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: Jamiroquai - Virtual Insanity
04 August 2006 @ 12:09 pm

Ok well i'm still wide awake from Yesterday after noon. i'm working on another story, this is project number 4. I got the supplies to start working on my very first Fursuit. *big smiles*  also socked some money away for the fur when i'm ready for it. Drawing a bit here and there, and playing video games too. made a complete mess of my room, well more of a mess really. got V for Vendetta on DVD last night still didn't watch it tho. All in all i realize 

                         INSOMNIA IS AWESOME!


Current Location: Wherever I landed
Current Mood: sleepypassed out
Current Music: Matchbox Twenty - Real World
03 August 2006 @ 03:42 am
my search for a web host is not going well, most of them I have no idea what they are talking about. I know nothing of programing and i have no idea what any of the other terms are ether. i'm a creative mind not a tech mind. all the free ones I looked at ether would cover my website with ads or had "no adult content" in the terms of service or both. this provides me with problems one being i want to put my adult stories up there, too. I would just by a hosting servies i saw a few that looked ok but i don't understand things like bandwith or space and i wouldn't know if i'm getting ripped off on the price or not. I've also looked into the IMs as well and i can't determine which one to get. I don't want to have to get a degree in orter to put up my stories and talk to people. *sighs deeply and droops ears" I must look like an uneducated bumkin who can't spell ether. well for the moment I guess i'll keep posting my stories here atleast untill i find a better way. (not that anyone wants to read my stories, I still have so much inprovement to do anyway.) *crawls into bed and hugs tail*
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
Current Music: Rob Zombie - Scum of the Earth

Ok well I’m looking into getting a website, not that I know the first thing about having a website. (any advice would be super.) Also I won't be posting any more stories in my journal, I’ll need to save some content for my website. will most likely take down what’s already up, too.

I'm added to my user info my currently working email and I am also looking in to the an instant messenger. I feel as tho my previous status as a lurker has hinder me in the long run and I am to change that and be more active in the furry fandom. (not to mention I would like to make some friends.) I'm at a complete loss of knowledge on both the website and instant messenger, so even the most simple recommendations and tips would help me a lot.

Also I think I might have cross a line with someone I have had contact with and I would like to apologize if that is the case, I’m sorry. I didn't mean to be a pain or overly clingy and i'm very sorry, i will do my best not to make the ame mistake again. I hope we can still be Friends.


Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: Everclear - Everything to Everyone
29 July 2006 @ 09:22 pm

Ok well here I am again with a new story. I wanted to try something new not to mention someone put me in a bunny mood. (you know who you are.) *thanks and makes you a Delicious taco*

WARNING THE FOLLOWING STORY HAS M/M, M/M/M, ORAL, ANAL, STROKING, IMPLIDED, TRANSFORMATION, TOYS, AND UNCONSENTED SEX. IF ANY OF THIS BOTHERS YOU DO NOT READ! ok i think i got all bases covered feel free to give constuctive crits, i enjoy them.  


Current Location: The Grove
Current Mood: hornyBunny
Current Music: Garbage - Sleep Together
27 July 2006 @ 09:10 pm
Current Mood: amusedamused
27 July 2006 @ 12:27 pm

Took me long enough but i got it done, i hope it's better.

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Static X - Night Terrors
26 July 2006 @ 06:46 pm

Ok well i've been hard at work on the next chapter of dark times it's taking a whole lot longer than i really want it too. I think i might be over thinking it a little but i really want my writing to get better.

Been thinking i might want to get a website some time too to put my writing in and my drawings too. (not that ether is good i just want someplace to show and get improvement ideas from) I'm not to sure how to go about getting and making a website tho. was looking at a program i saw in  comp usa http://www.compusa.com/products/product_info.asp?ref=CNET&pfp=CNET&product_code=333611&cm_ven=CNET&cm_cat=&cm_pla=&cm_ite=feed but it is expensive and only has 90 days of free hosting on their servers then it's 4.99 a month for personal websites (I have no idea if thats alot or not). plus i really don't know alot of programing at all. *sighs* If only i could make a web site in photoshop i'd atleast have an idea what i was doing then.

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Everclear - One Hit Wonder
22 July 2006 @ 10:54 pm
I really have to work on my sleeping habits, it's starting to get annoying only geting sleep in small spurts because i pass out from lack of sleep. It"s more than a little inconvinante.
Current Location: tomorrow
Current Mood: sleepyNarcoleptic
Current Music: Me - droping to the ground with a loud thud and then snoring
22 July 2006 @ 11:35 am
Why? Humanity sucks and I'm Embarrassed to be a part of it. 

Yes I hate the haters SUE ME!!!!!

I can't understand how people can say such nasty thing to one another and still feel alright with themselves.  there is no place in this world for racism, or any other ism for that matter. AAH I'm so frustrated. 

Bigots of the world do us all a favor and stick a toothpick up your nose and pop that balloon you call a brain! the world thanks you in advance.
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
Current Music: Tool - Right In Two
21 July 2006 @ 05:41 am

Evan now in color not much of an improvement I know but i try.


Current Location: somewhere else
Current Mood: artisticartistic
Current Music: Garbage - hammering in my head
20 July 2006 @ 05:29 am

I apologize in advance for the drawings I know i'm not good at this ether. this is a pencil sketch of Evan Marks one of the main characters from Dark Times 




Current Location: A world of my own
Current Mood: creativecreative
Current Music: No Doubt - Tragic Kingdom